Inside By Nicky James - The Devil

: Struggling with intense rage and suicidal ideation, Jameson feels controlled by an evil presence born from the trauma of his past. Key Themes & Elements

: This story contains intense depictions of self-harm, addiction, and the psychological aftermath of conversion therapy. It is highly recommended to check full content warnings before reading. The Devil Inside by Nicky James

: Years later, the two men reunite and must navigate a "slow and messy" path toward healing and self-acceptance. : Struggling with intense rage and suicidal ideation,

As teenagers, and Jameson shared an innocent love that was shattered when they were forced into eight months of conversion therapy. Conditioned to view their attraction as a "sickness" or "the devil inside," they spent years attempting to live "normal" lives, only to spiral into self-destruction. : Years later, the two men reunite and

: The book provides a stark, dark view of the long-term effects of religious trauma and attempted "reprogramming".