Billie Eilish - Fingers Crossed: // Lyrics

Elara was scared of the wind. It sounded too much like someone whispering her name from the hallway. She was scared of the dust motes dancing in the afternoon sun because they looked like memories she couldn't quite catch. But mostly, she was scared of the truth: that the person she was crossing her fingers for had already let go of hers.

She looked at her hands. Her knuckles were white, her fingers literally locked together in a tight, aching braid. It was a superstition she couldn't quit. If she let go, the fragile silence of the house might shatter. If she let go, the person she was waiting for might never find the door. billie eilish - fingers crossed // lyrics

The world outside didn’t end with a bang; it ended with a dial tone. Elara was scared of the wind

She walked to the window. The street below was overgrown, the pavement cracked by stubborn weeds. A rusted car sat abandoned at the curb, its door hanging open like a tired jaw. She pressed her forehead against the cool glass, her interlaced fingers pressing into her palms. "I'm still here," she whispered, her voice a dry rasp. But mostly, she was scared of the truth: