7 : Love For The Disease Called Ideals -
Is it a disease if it’s what keeps the species moving? From a purely biological standpoint, an ideal is an inefficiency. It makes us take risks for "values" that don't exist in the physical world. But humans are not purely biological; we are narrative. We need the "infection" of an ideal to give our suffering a shape. We would rather be sick with a grand purpose than healthy with no direction. 5. The Tragedy of the "Cure"
The only way to truly "cure" the disease of ideals is through cynicism or total apathy. When we stop believing that things can be better, the fever breaks, but the world goes cold. Most of us, after a brief taste of that coldness, choose to dive back into our ideals. We choose the "illness" of hope over the "health" of indifference. 6. Loving the Struggle 7 : Love for the Disease Called Ideals
7: Love for the Disease Called Ideals To hold an ideal is to live in a state of chronic dissatisfaction. It is the act of looking at the world—and yourself—and deciding that what is will never be enough compared to what could be . In many ways, an ideal is a beautiful disease: it consumes the present to fuel a vision of a future that may never arrive. Is it a disease if it’s what keeps the species moving
Those who carry the "Disease of Ideals" are easily spotted. They are perpetually restless. They cannot enjoy a sunset without thinking of how to preserve it; they cannot enter a room without seeing how it could be improved. But humans are not purely biological; we are narrative
The "disease" begins with a single point of infection: the imagination. Unlike a goal, which is a destination you can reach, an ideal is a horizon that recedes as you walk toward it. We fall in love with this distance. We become addicted to the "What If"—the version of society that is perfectly just, the version of art that is flawlessly expressive, or the version of ourselves that is entirely disciplined. 2. The Symptoms: Restlessness and Radiance
Yet, there is a profound, almost tragic love to be found in this affliction. Here is an exploration of the "disease" of ideals and why we choose to suffer from it. 1. The Infection of "What If"
However, this sickness also produces a unique radiance. The "fever" of an ideal provides a heat that sustains people through incredible hardship. It is the energy that builds cathedrals, fuels revolutions, and keeps a scientist in a lab for decades. We love the disease because it makes us feel more alive than "health" (contentment) ever could. 3. The Perfectionist’s Agony